a glass house

i want my glass house.

to do what i want. to live how i want. to walk around naked when i want.

no children. no roomates. no spouse.

just me....my career....my art and my glass box.

i will then be satisfied.
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    rammstein- mutter
  • 0zz

Something Else I Want

so yeah i realize that this isnt supposed to be a "bullshit entry" type deal and although some of you may think that this is a bullshit entry dani knows that this is a big ass huge deal...

i want the ozzy osbourne b-sides CD.

and now if you'll excuse me i have to go check my ebay watching page every 5 seconds for the next 3 days, 21 hours and 18 minutes.

current date: 03.02.02
current time: 2:57:02AM

and i really hope you dont think im kidding about the checking ebay every 5 seconds either...

3 days, 21 hours and 17 minutes left...
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    Ozzy Osbourne: Buried Alive


i wanna be a writer. i've figured it out. i really really wanna just be a journalist, and go around the world, seeing people, interviewing them if for no other reason other than to say "just cause."


ee-o, ee-o, ee-o, ee-ooooooooooo

the song I'm playing though.. sigh. The Police - "Every Little Thing She Does is Magic".. this song makes me want to cry, lol.

but seriously, i love this song, and i have always loved this song, and this is.. like.. my ideal description of love. when i was younger, i thought the ideal way to be proposed to would be.. to be slow dancing to this song, and mr.right/perfect/whatever would just be singing the words quietly and then when the part goes i resolve to call her up, a thousand times a day, to ask her if she'll marry me in some old-fashioned way.. he would produce a ring. and i would cry.

yay, first post for me. w00t. more later but i guess you should know that's an excerpt from this entry.

anyway. i guess you should know my name.
it's Miranda. or Dani, as friends sometimes call me. just so there's no confusion. simply, though... i am

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    The Police - Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic
  • diabl0

i want...

what i want most in life, is a life itself. at the moment, it could be said i have no life. i work, i eat, i sleep, and when i'm not doing any of those three, i'm devoting my time to Dani.

when i was younger, i used to dream with my best friend Leo about how things would be. we both decided that we'd live next or near each other outside of suburbia and big cities, drive big trucks, have a few dogs, and raise our kids together. our kids would be best friends just as we were, and life would be good. yeah, well... i can dream, can't i?

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever see the silver lining. i don't know where i'm headed, and i'm not totally sure what i want out of life. i want a career, not a job. i don't want just any career, i want something that's meaningful, and i like doing. my interests span across the board, so pointing to one and saying "THAT'S what i want to do!" just isn't something i can do right now. i've never been sure about anything. i like to test the water, and see which well has the coldest before i grab my bucket. of course, my parents only see me 'throwing my life away', but i don't see it that way. i enjoy what i do right now - or at least i THINK i do - and i plan to keep doing it for some time to come.

in all honesty, the only thing i'm 100% sure of, is the fact that i know EVERYTHING i'm doing in my life at this point in time, is taking me in one direction. i'm following the golden path, and all i know is it ends at Miranda's front door. i don't know what i'll be doing along the way, who i will meet, what's going to happen with my life. but i figure as long as i have her, i'll be winning the game, and not losing.

ohh, and white picket fences would be cool too... kthnx

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    Radio Head - Idoteque