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Saturday, August 7th, 2004
3:42 pm
dizzy_me_sour I will sing the national anthem at a professional sporting event.

...hopefully not a baseball game, but...I'd do it.

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Monday, September 29th, 2003
7:43 pm - ...


I want out of here. I want to grab that b**** life with both hands and jump into it.

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Monday, May 5th, 2003
2:17 pm - short and sweet cliche -ill think of something profound later.

Someday I want to be madly, madly in love with someone who is madly, madly in love with me.

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Saturday, March 2nd, 2002
3:13 am - a glass house

i want my glass house.

to do what i want. to live how i want. to walk around naked when i want.

no children. no roomates. no spouse.

just me....my career....my art and my glass box.

i will then be satisfied.

current mood: working

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2:54 am - Something Else I Want

so yeah i realize that this isnt supposed to be a "bullshit entry" type deal and although some of you may think that this is a bullshit entry dani knows that this is a big ass huge deal...

i want the ozzy osbourne b-sides CD.

and now if you'll excuse me i have to go check my ebay watching page every 5 seconds for the next 3 days, 21 hours and 18 minutes.

current date: 03.02.02
current time: 2:57:02AM

and i really hope you dont think im kidding about the checking ebay every 5 seconds either...

3 days, 21 hours and 17 minutes left...

current mood: anxious

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Friday, March 1st, 2002
12:49 am - sup.

i wanna be a writer. i've figured it out. i really really wanna just be a journalist, and go around the world, seeing people, interviewing them if for no other reason other than to say "just cause."


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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
3:21 pm

I want...

for people to realize that there's more to life then plastic.

current mood: pissed off

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3:45 am - ee-o, ee-o, ee-o, ee-ooooooooooo

the song I'm playing though.. sigh. The Police - "Every Little Thing She Does is Magic".. this song makes me want to cry, lol.

but seriously, i love this song, and i have always loved this song, and this is.. like.. my ideal description of love. when i was younger, i thought the ideal way to be proposed to would be.. to be slow dancing to this song, and mr.right/perfect/whatever would just be singing the words quietly and then when the part goes i resolve to call her up, a thousand times a day, to ask her if she'll marry me in some old-fashioned way.. he would produce a ring. and i would cry.

yay, first post for me. w00t. more later but i guess you should know that's an excerpt from this entry.

anyway. i guess you should know my name.
it's Miranda. or Dani, as friends sometimes call me. just so there's no confusion. simply, though... i am


current mood: loved

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Wednesday, February 27th, 2002
5:02 am - i want...

what i want most in life, is a life itself. at the moment, it could be said i have no life. i work, i eat, i sleep, and when i'm not doing any of those three, i'm devoting my time to Dani.

when i was younger, i used to dream with my best friend Leo about how things would be. we both decided that we'd live next or near each other outside of suburbia and big cities, drive big trucks, have a few dogs, and raise our kids together. our kids would be best friends just as we were, and life would be good. yeah, well... i can dream, can't i?

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever see the silver lining. i don't know where i'm headed, and i'm not totally sure what i want out of life. i want a career, not a job. i don't want just any career, i want something that's meaningful, and i like doing. my interests span across the board, so pointing to one and saying "THAT'S what i want to do!" just isn't something i can do right now. i've never been sure about anything. i like to test the water, and see which well has the coldest before i grab my bucket. of course, my parents only see me 'throwing my life away', but i don't see it that way. i enjoy what i do right now - or at least i THINK i do - and i plan to keep doing it for some time to come.

in all honesty, the only thing i'm 100% sure of, is the fact that i know EVERYTHING i'm doing in my life at this point in time, is taking me in one direction. i'm following the golden path, and all i know is it ends at Miranda's front door. i don't know what i'll be doing along the way, who i will meet, what's going to happen with my life. but i figure as long as i have her, i'll be winning the game, and not losing.

ohh, and white picket fences would be cool too... kthnx


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1:40 am
serialexperimnt I want stability for the rest of my life. I am loving this.

current mood: happy

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3:35 am - i want..........

i think i want to get away from everything for a while.

current mood: contemplative

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Monday, February 25th, 2002
3:06 pm

I want to be able to let someone in

current mood: contemplative

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Sunday, February 24th, 2002
12:42 pm

I want to know what I want.

current mood: lazy

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Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
5:34 am

i just want to be happy.

current mood: hopeful

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Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
11:55 am - i'm not your savior

whoa, i've only got one post on this community. must keep...posting...more...addicted.

anywho, just wanted to show off some things, since it's part of what i wanna do in reality and all.

enjoy kids.

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Tuesday, February 19th, 2002
2:53 pm - Something Else To Add To My List

over the past few days i think i have come up with something real that i want. not that the other things arent but you know. i want to be understood. is that so much to ask? apparently it is. very few people understand me well and straight nobody understands me completely. not that i expect them to though. i dont even really understand myself. ::shrug:: i guess i just expected people to understand me a bit more...like know a bit more of what makes me tick. maybe this is my fault...i tend to keep so much hidden from people.


so my mom and dad always tell me, "cuz i know you!" and i just kind of accepted it. but now its like do they really know me? i dont think they do. if they did then they would know i want to move in with larry instead of wasting my time in a college dorm. i HATE the dorms. but they want me to "get the full college experience". please excuse me while i puke. my mom wants me to hang with the art majors. hang with the drama people. sorry thats not my scene. i mean they are all nice people and what have you and i have some friends who are art and drama but the bulk of my friends consist of...and i hate to say this...specially in light of what's recently gone down...but most of my friends are jocks. there it is plain and simple. i am a jock with jock friends. i would much rather go down and lift weights or swim than go see a play or an art show. id be bored to tears. ::sigh:: but no. thats not part of the "full college experience". fuck the full college experience.

i'm not all jock though. because everyone who knows me knows that my loyalty is with my friends and the people i actually care about. i used to skip practice and lie to my parents every single day to go see larry. and swim team was my life for 3 years...swim team was my everything. if i wasnt swimming i was basically dead. i mean i want to swim for slippery rock next year but if one of my friends needs me elsewhere then i will fuck that team over so fast. even if dani comes home (to VA) for a short time during basic or whatever and i have a meet then i'm scratching every single one of my events. and id never look back or regret it. cuz i value my friends and those i love and care about way more than any sports team.

i'm not even sure that i really do fit in with jock...maybe part of me does. but i'm also a writer. why else do you think i sat on the EDDAS staff, got fucked over royally no matter what i did and continued to take it instead of walking away? cuz i write. im a writer. thats what i do. i stick up for my writing and my work.

well now if you will excuse me i'm going to go smoke with hunter davis, my mom's old college english professor. i need to get the "full college experience"...

current mood: apathetic

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Sunday, February 17th, 2002
3:36 pm

When I joined, I guess I never introduced myself. I'm Jessie, a lost teenager basically. I already wrote all the goals I could think of. I'm kinda moody but extremely artistic and creative. I'm learning the guitar so I can soon write songs....my whole world revolves around music and writing to make a long description short. I am a confused person, prolly like half of the population. If anyone wants to share writing samples, I'm available. I gotta go play my guitar though...later

current mood: artistic

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4:03 am - so you wanna know my dreams of the future eh?
speedracr Just real quick, for those of you who dont know me... Im Austin, 20 from NY... Live at home, going to Community College for now I think thats enough until im bored and write about my past ;)

Welp, lets get to it than shall we? If you really wanna know what I would do if I could... I would tell you being a comedian and/or actor. Then whats the problem you say? Well I dont have the patience to live the life they live until they become famous... It doesnt work for me, and I cant devote myself whole heartedly to it... Therefore, the people I know who say I should do either(and this has come from people who do acting for a living). get that as their answer.

So then what are my plans? At this point Im looking to finish paying off my bills and get my GPA up by end of Fall semester. From there I want to transfer out of DCC to, most likely, a school out in LA, CA. To be honest, if I can bring up my GPA, I should have no problem getting into just about any school, my SAT score is something like 1300 and with a good GPA I should be fine. I may even take the SAT's a second time, since I took it the first time after i had been out of school for a year, and see if i can do a bit better.

Why California you ask? A few reasons: I need to get as far away from my family as possible. DOnt get me wrong, I love them to death, I have just had enough of them and I need to strike out on my own. I also LOVE the climate out there. The weather is all I could ask for and then some. Ive always wanted to live there, and once I visited, I loved it... Even tho the people are a bit strange. And the final and most important reason... The love of my life moved out there a little over a year ago, and I want to be near her again...

Once I transfer schools I plan to Double Major and Double Minor... I havent decided which will go where because I love them all very much so and can see myself working in these fields... Psychology, Computer Science(more specifically animation/graphic work/design), Quantum/Meta Physics and Philosophy. Philosophy will be a minor since I dont see myself teaching it or becoming a philospher :-p

Anyway, thats my basic idea of what I want from the near future... I can make plenty of posts in hear as to what I want after that and what in my past makes me the way I am/will be in the future... But its late, and those will come at another time... Hope you enjoyed this...

Thanks Dani for this wonderful community, I couldnt be happier posting here :)

current mood: contemplative

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Saturday, February 16th, 2002
3:47 pm - Hmmmmm...

weird...now that i wrote that first entry i have no idea what to do with this journal...::shrug::

tina is not used to these diary circles sooooooo yeah...

current mood: ::gakkkkkk::

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12:51 pm

Does anyone find Dashboard Confessional lyrics amazing like I do?? Hard core fan here.

current mood: moody

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